I feel awful

Ive been riding a happiness high for a while now and I feel like im crashing down, I messed up my hair, im turning 17 soon, im stressed but not stressed at the same time, in these next few months ill have to get my first job, and im looking at stuff for college. I hope once my hair grows out it will help me feel better, maybe this is just a pms mood swing idk but I hate feeling like this :(

I need to pick back up journaling bc having this sit in my head is not helping and I hate talking things out with people, it just feels like im being dramatic when I say things out loud.