(´；ω；`)

I feel a bit empty...i'm sad because I might be considered pretty by others but I don't exactly feel that way. I don't look like my ideal self and it hurts because I'm not sure what to do to achieve that. I know many stress that it's unimportant to care about appearances but it's just something I care for, I just want to look good for myself, to look in the mirror and be extremely satisfied. 

What to do? ~(>_<~)