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idk why i feel like not so great man i just wanna see my bf too i just wannabe with him rn and i want him to hold me mannn. i need to drop this one friends i have too so ill see how that all goes ig cuz he's weird and he asks me personal questions about me and my bf. Like yah i answer them but thats cuz it seems weird to refuse to answer cuz i feel like he's gonna be a bitch if i dont answer but oh well I NEED TO START THINKING ABOUT MYSELF BEFORE ANYONE ELSE I NEED TO GET HELP I NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS AND I NEED TO GET EVERYTHING FIGURED OUT TATS ALL MAN FR FR