Some of what I remember.

I don't remember everything about my past life before my human mission.  Overtime I start remembering things. I sometimes wonder if it is bad to start speaking before remembering everything.  Hell all I can tell is details. Not go into a complete life story in general about my life before my human mission.  My awakening started happening to me I want to say at the end of June. It was also a very emotional time for me on some days. Part of what would make me burst into tears is how speaking it from my human mouth made me feel like I was going crazy. Of course we are conditioned as humans to be closed minded & believe just about everything out of the norm is crazy. Well it has been getting better for me so far. It is not something I go around telling people openly.  Just doing it this way online where my identity isn't connected is as far as I have gone about telling  my experince publicly.  So when I would write about what I was remembering personally or say it out loud in a privacy video for only myself to see it was a very emotional experience for me & made me second guess a few times about the memories I was having.  I feel I am in a better place now.

So here is some of what I remember so far. I was sent to Earth on a human mission through one of the many programs involved with the Galactic Federation.  I have also worked in different programs with the Maz'eh. Before my human mission I  have a few memories of me helping the dinosaurs that were collected from Earth before the changes.  They reside on another planet not of this Milky Way galaxy in a safe place to preserve all of their ancient species. The planet they live on is what you humans would kinda consider a National Park so to say. The Galactic Federation of course supports this cause too. Well eventually I got drafted to a program through the Galactic Federation to help with Earth. I got assigned a human mission.  From what I remember I wasn't able to pick what I would look like, what gender I would be, or what family I would biologically end up being born from on Earth.  As a good bit of ET fans in general know the Maz'eh are know for their alien hybrid breeding programs.  Well it was threw one of the programs I got sent to Earth. I don't feel it would be right to go into anymore details.  Just know the Maz'eh have technology that makes human technology look so watered down, basic. & primitive so to say. Please take no offense.  Not saying this to belittle anyone. I am just saying that only if you knew you would be shocked & have to agree with me rather you want to or not. So part of the experience was to have an actual human mission.  That meaning only know what it is like to be human & not to remember anything else. I am trying so hard to remember if I am even suppose to remember any of these details.  Something tells me I am. Not earlier in my life, but for some reason now. For a long time in my human youth when first learning about past lives I would feel a bit worried I couldn't remember having one. I would feel worried & wonder if I was a new soul. Something about that guess never felt right though. I would feel saddened by not remembering at times, but felt it was important to continue on. Well I have always been big in studying ancient histories, mythology,  & the paranormal.  I always even found the ancient humanoids that no longer roam this Earth very interesting to learn about.  Nobody else I knew ever found the ancient humanoids interesting. They just knew they were homosapians & thought nothing if it. So I have always been different in more ways than one. I never fitted in at churches or much with overly religious people. I just have always been different.

Things I remember so far: 

I am an Andromedan that is a part of a special program that sent me to Earth to experience life as a human. I was assigned to a family to be born in. I accepted the mission. My wife didn't want me to go on the mission because of how long I would be gone. My commanding officer is a reptilian that works high up with the Galactic Federation. We have Maz'eh that help with a lot of technical things through our program. They are the ones that made machines to help preserve our orginal bodies. The machines keeps our bodies working & maintained until our souls can come back to them. They are also the ones that are able to transport our souls into the families we were to be born into. I have to have a human report on my experience on Earth & it has to be very detailed. This is to help them determined how to go about the 5th ascending. That way humans can in the future learn to be more accepting of E.T.s in general that want to help. Once harmony on Earth can be established we can get different forms of the militaries here on Earth to become a part of the Galactic Federation. There is evil in the universe & the Galactic Federation has been working hard to keep planet Earth safe without humanity knowing it. The reason for human hybrid E.Ts is to help all the species be able to survive in the future of what is to come of Earth. My mission is to bring back information about my life as a human & it is to be a long mission. I have to live the life of an average human. I was to start out not remembering any of my mission so I can get a better experience without knowing. That was the point. I was not to be interfered with during the mission. That way I can give the details of an average human. I am trying to remember if I was supposed to be awakened or not by now. I am not sure on that part. That is what I am trying to figure out. More information of my previous life keeps coming back to me in pieces. In the program I am through we have many different E.T races from other planets working in the program. We are startseeds, but not all starseeds are in the same program as me. I am slowly having my memory come back to me & I have to be patient. I can't be in a hurry for everything to come back. I remember there being a concern about me going on this mission if I would be able to complete it. Yes, I remember my wife not wanting me to go, but I believe the others over me in the program were concerned about me. I today as a human suffer anxiety & stuff from my past still bothers me. I have a bit of a hard time knowing for sure who I can & can't trust. I have also out of clumsiness trusted the wrong people on Earth before. So far I believe that is all I can remember. Oh yeah I almost forgot, my program is stationed on a spaceship. A pretty good sized one in fact. Lots of technology I can't remember. I can't remember what all else I used to do through the program. I do believe it is possible I saw someone else from the same program as me in one of my Starseed groups because he strangely seemed familiar to me. I wasn't for sure & haven't went to bother whoever the guy is. I only saw 1 person that looked familiar to me in one of my starseed groups. I believe that is all I can remember for now. Not sure...... I believe more memory will come to me as time continues. I am trying to remember. I believe there are other starseeds here on Earth that died of natural causes in their past lives. Not the case for me though. My previous body is waiting for me being kept maintained along with others until I am able to report back. Basically after my human experience is over when I die in the human world which should be many years from now I hope because I have responsibilities here on Earth I don't wish to leave. A part of me is hoping I am not remembering this because it is about to end. Even though the human experience is hard I now have a life here on Earth. A family I need to be here for. I do get worried. I want my human experience to go fine without any early retirements. I want to be able to continue the experience because I am invested into it. I know I have a family back from my previous life, but no offense I really am needing to finish this human mission out properly in the distant future of preferably old age or something. Idk something of natural causes. So again that is what I can think to say I remember so far.