Feelings (9/7/22)
Sometimes, i don’t know my own feelings
Maybe it’s a lack of understanding
Or my constant demanding to know
What i’m feeling all the time
I feel so many things at once that i feeling like i'm drowning
Stuck, in an overwhelming pool of emotions that i don't get
I push down the words that get stuck in my throat
And a flood of regret washes over me later
I think im confused
Though saying that makes me feel worse
I'm unsure of who i am while also fighting for control of my own life
I don't know who i am
And i think thats whats most confusing
I feel like others know me better than me
I go along with what other people say
And change when im with someone else
It’s tiring
Im one person one minute, then the next is a gamble
Will i be quiet and shy or loud and obnoxious ?
Im unsure, even i don't know who i’ll choose to pretend to be next
I think im starting to ramble
I want to be monotone yet full of colour
But i can never find the right blend of both
And it makes me hate these feeling
Because i don't understand them
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