a new crush..! ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩)

so basically i met this dude like a few days ago along w some other friends and i generally fw his vibe so then we made a gc and blahblahblah at first we were like kinda joking and platonically flirting but like VERY explicit flirting.. but then like i stopped talking to them cz i had to catch up on work so basically yesterday we were kinda flirting again and we somehow got onto like a vent/trauma dump topic and he told me some stuff abt him and i was like comforting him n shit but anyways thats when we called.. and guys.. his VOICEE ♡o♡ LIKE I WAS JUST IN LOVEEEE well with his VOICE!! but we were flirting but like kinda more awkwardly so then he was like "u wanna watch this moaning asmr video" and it was sb i knew and i was like "HELL YEAH THEIR VOICE IS SO HOT" and so he streamed it and we were watching it and we were like saying "dayum im stroking ms rn" (joking ofc) but then... HE STARTED MOANINGGGGGG LIKE THE BOY I FIND CUTE STARTED MOANING AND WHINING AND WHIMPERING ND I WAS PANICKING AND I WAS LIKE "BRO CHILL IM NOT GONE BE ABLE TO TAKE IT!!" and he KEPT GOINGG and i was just in awe.. his moans are so.. like.. ♡u♡ BUT ANYWAYS BESIDES THAT AFTER ALLAT WE WERE TALKING AGAIN AND MY FRIEND TXTED ME AND THE GUY I WAS ON CALL W SAID SMTH I DIDNT HEAR AND I ASKED "huh? say that again? i'm sorry my friend is txting me so i'm kinda not focused." AND THEN HE SAID SMN BUT I DIDNT KNOW SO I ASKED HIM TO REPEAT HIMSELF SO THEN... HE DID.. AND I HAD TO PROCESS IT SO I ASKED AGAIN BUT WHEN I PROCESSED IT I FOUND OUT THAT HE SAID "Focus on me." AND I LOST IT AND THEN GUESS WHAT!! HE WAS LIKE "I said.. focus. on. me." AND LORDDDDDD I AM SIMPIGN SOOOO HARRDDD FOR THIS MANNNN GAHHH WHAT DO I DOOOOO LIKE GOD JESUS AND THE WAY WE WERE FLIRTING BROOOO OMLLLL AND WE WERE TALKING ABOUT OUR FAV DEFTONES SONGGG AND OJSJAOASKOSAK 

ahem, thanks for reading my rant about this cute boy with a cute voice that i find very cute and very kind and handsome :>