still waiting for the right time

as much as i would like to go to fukuoka, japan already, i think i still have many questions to ask and answer personally, then i have to complete my list of shopping errands also.

i'm really very busy right now.

i actually can't see people right now because of a load of work and personal questions that i have to work out right now. i really feel quite scared about life but everything has already gotten better.

i really wish i could finish these things soon, and i keep hoping for clearer skies and a more orderly life.