change

ok so in year 7 i loved my chemical romance soooo much and i also loved blink182 and good charlotte and fob and stuff. i stopped tho out of embarrassment "oh i dont want to be emo yuck i wanna be normal im not ruining my school years doing this rubbish" but ughhhhhhhh u know i still have that love for all that and i think i might gravitate back toward it more, whilst still loving everything i love rn, mcr's first album makes me cryy i love itttttttttttttttttttt and ughhhh i just need to go back i need to stop doing stuff to make others like me and do stuff to make me like me u know, im losing myself coz im my worst enemy. next time i go to jb im getting an mcr album and maybe some slayer too bahahaha i miss myself. like i love me rn and im way happier than i was back when i was obsessed with mcr but i think i used to think that they were the problem (hence why i stopped listening to them) when it was really just my mindset and my surroundings and my routines bahahah. but yeah im gonna go into town someday this week after school and get a cd. i cant waitttghynygtrfgtbhnygtht and im more tolerant of people than i was back then so maybe thats it. im always working on myself and im always growing so yeah. thanks for reading ahaha see u