Elijah

I love Elijah so much i don't know what i would do without him. hes the only thing that makes me genuinely happy anymore. hes the only thing that's keeping me from hurting myself. i miss him so much. he always knows how to make me feel better and he always understands me. he's my savior. i would never tell him that hes the reason I'm still alive because then he'd feel pressured to stay but he really is. i haven't relapsed in months because of him. i see him tomorrow and things have just been so awful lately i know he'll pull me away from all my struggles and we feel like the only 2 people on the planet. i love you so much Elijah you my favorite person.