an unfamiliar beginning

I've begun to look for therapists to go to.

I've been on the fence about therapy for a while now but recent events prove that I really need it. I won't talk to my friends because there's just too much to say to start from the beginning. I talk to my aunt but our disagreements are becoming too much for me. That's not to say she hasn't been my literal rock these past few years. I'm just saying that I'm nearing the threshold where if I pass, I may not be able to come back if I don't sort everything out. Therapy is the next best thing for me right now.

Everything that's happened these past few years; the pandemic, academics, family issues, and personal problems have been pushing me constantly towards the edge. I don't want to wait until I could stare over it. So, seeking professional help now is better than later. As they say, "better safe than sorry". I hope this'll work out.