the worst thing that could ever happen

the worst thing that can happen is the random unpopular thing (say a store or a skincare item or food) that you discovered and made into your safe haven gets discontinued. like i used to get these catalogues sent to my house about bi-monthly that would sell the most random things, anything from air in a bottle to weed-addicted garden nomes to trump plungers. But they stopped getting sent half a year ago (which, obviously, erupted my spiral into depression). now i found this new online clothing store and i literally cannot get myself to share it w anyone but i also cannot fathom its disappearance.