almost got hit jesus christ

so i went to my first frat party tonight and it was pretty mid, but while driving me and my other sober friends home early i went to take a left at a light.  i saw someone on the other side coming, so i didn’t go, then i saw them signal and start to turn so i moved to turn after them.  seconds after i start rolling to turn, i see some other cars come (the other side of the light was a hill, so i couldn’t see them earlier). one stopped for me to turn, the other was SPEEDING, and it dodged the car that stopped for me to turn and had to SWERVE to not hit me cause it was fucking zooming through the intersection. if i hadn’t stopped as soon as i saw him coming at me i would have been t-boned.  everyone is ok and all my friends did not think it was my fault but i still feel shitty about it. i keep replaying it in my head and trying to figure out if i turned early but ?? im notorious for being overly cautious while turning ??? i never make turns unless im completely sure that i can make them, so i don’t think i turned too early. even if i had turned early that guy speeding like that would have been fucked anyway, so fuck that guy.  i apologized to them and they all said don’t apologize no it’s fine & one of them told me what i did was good driving and he’d trust me to drive again, which makes me feel really nice, but idk there’s still a little demon on my shoulder telling me i turned too early.  everyone’s ok and nothing happened, i reacted early enough whether it was my mistake or not, so it’s all good and i should stop thinking about it, but yeah. wild. also i can hear men yelling and laughing on my floor pls stop and go to bed. bye