Being in a metal Band After 11 Years

So after 11 years I am once playing gigging etc in a metal band. something I thought I was done with, I've always continued to be part of the world going to gigs download festival etc but now that I'm actively part of a metal band again I realise how much I've missed it don't get me wrong I've been in plenty of bands in the last 11 years but this band feeling like something special.