please

bro i was having a good dream, and i forgot the context but like right before i was about to be chosen, my alarm went off. WHY DOES THAT A L W A Y S HAPPEN ?! ?? i swear like right when something good is finally going to happen to me or when im going to get the validation i need, life decides to remind me that im its bitch and i deserve NO happiness so. anyways!!!! im here so ig thats ok.