more about me rn

anyway so umm

im trying to start a routine?? little by little so i can actually keep up and suchh..

and honestly im proud of thhat . im happy that i can start to change my life a little bit cuz ive always had an issue with wanting to change but not trying to actually change. im glad that im actually trying, even if just a little bit. i still hhave a LOT of thhings i gotta do and need to .

ive struggled a lot withh hhaving a routine/schhedule in thhe past so hhopefully i can keep up thhis time!!

ohh and also im trying to learn umm some thhings on my own!! im trying to study french and russian . im definitely not super good at thhem righht now thho cuz i literally started studying thhem 2 weeks ago or smthh . im kinda getting thhe hhang of french but im totally struggling withh russian ~_~''  thho thhats not gonna stop me from still trying to learn it!!

anddd im trying to study programming as well!! yk thhe web kind yk yk

i cant do my own layout yet (or maybe i can,, idk i dont feel like it)

i also forgot to mention thhis but im going to thherapy now!! well,, ive been going to thherapy for a whhile,, and im hhappy thhat i am!!  umm yeahh its been pretty good . i thhink i still hhave a long way to go but baby steps yk??

and yeahh i thhink thhats actually all i hhad to say?? umm yeahh