You know, sometimes I kind of wish I were popular and pretty. Just like that, like ; Working hard, making friends and meeting people...
But its not that easy since I'm not that pretty, AND I don't know how to make people notice me.
I do have friends, I have many I guess.. but its not what I mean. I want to have like REAL friends who I can talk to and hang out with. Those that trust you and u share interests with, fears and secrets, even your special things and places.
The friends I have are kinda boring honestly.. not in a mean way) cause they're rlly nice to hang with, but I feel alone around them. I have 2 exceptions ofc Sani: He is like a little brother to me and rlly precious (I'm an only child if u wonder) and Oli: She shares some interests with me (santi does aswell) and allways hangs with me at school so I never feel that lonely thx to her <3. I forgot to mention Fiorellita and Charo (they are besties too) but I dont hang w them much even if they.'re rlly close to me and nice.
Now, as I was saying, the other people I know and consider "friends" only talk to me when they need to, like; X person allways comes to me when she's not feeling well cause I reply quickly. Not even cause she trustes me.. but cause I'm the last option she has, and at school she doesnt talk to me.
I have many friends that act in similar ways but yea.. this is just a fanpage of an old 2007 website (I wasn't even born) so I guess I can say all this dumb stuff to myself.. Its kinda nice to know that many people dont know ab this site cause if they dont, they dont mess w u or stalk your page and you can be free of doing way more things compared to popular social medias.
Imma keep editing my profile rn but then I'll do smth else.. thats it i guess
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