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I can do numerous things right and, yet, I'm still getting it wrong. I hate this chart. It's a commission. I know I can do it but, but, but it isn't working within the dimensions given. Like, what the fuck? I'm working hard on something that's being a POS. I just... I just want to chuck it. Just chuck it in the trash. Forget about it. I love what I'm doing with the shawl but I'm fucking up. Why?
I've counted the stitches, I've made sure the stitches on the duplicate stitch doesn't look twisted... Yet it looks like I'm failing. I hate this shawl because of it. I have to do some ripping out and it will be the biggest pain in my ass ever. I just want to get something done!
I've been tired. I've been having headaches and every thing is sucky. It's just all around suck right now. I am clearly frustrated in case you've missed the title.
I feel like I'm going backwards with this shawl... AGAIN! I tried using the fair isle method. Sucked at that and I've done fair isle in a more complicated pattern AND on smaller needles, and yarn! Like, what the flip!?
I-I don't know whether or not I should just move on for a bit and just stock or just call today a poor day to be productive. I've knitted up some scarves. I should be knitting up my son's scarf too. I'll be taking a break, trying again, and just... Not be pissy about things?
That's all I got for today is a rant. With that said, happy crafting.
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