Realization

As a person who had to grow up at a very young age and was expected to act like an adult by 7yrs old, looking back on the lack of childhood i had as a 19 year old honestly breaks my heart in a way. Little me never got to live their life a a child. Child innocence ?  Yeah i wish i had that as a child. But nooo shitty ass fucked up people decided to have a shitty ass fucked up kid. Idk what the point of me writing this was or if i'm even gonna post this as public..but i guess i just needed to get it out there.