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Rant | Feel more comfortable in my own skin


TRIGGER WARNING: SELF-HARM, SELF HATE


It only been last and this year that I felt like I can dress however I want as I am 18. Feel way more comfortable in my own skin which normally I tend to hate myself which often lead me to self harm. I don't want to go too in-depth as I not sure if trying to remember them would do me well, I perfer it to be forgotten and left in the past if possible but who knows.. might be more open in the future.

Most clothes I want to wear is want to show bit of my skin which hadnt got all clothes I wanted but got couple like a sheer top and a mesh shirt which has flame, got that one on ASOS. There's something but wearing them that I just gain bit of confidents. 

Just feel like with men, the standards of their fashion is low like as long as you got a decent top, jeans and some boxers.. you're ok. While women.. well, it just a mental gymnastics that it's amazing. They always have the prettiest clothes while men are bit stale. I feel so jealous of seeing women like Britney just showing off her body with her clothes and looks amazing, just makes me wish guys do that. Doesn't had to be feminine clothing a guy is wearing but at least have that simlar sexual energy with clothes.

Personally, I think men should be more sultry like their aleardy pretty dirty and I don't see why they don't wanna explore it and express it through their clothes. Who cares if it makes you look gay? If you feel confident or wanna try wear it, just do it.. I feel like men just overthink too much about it where barely anyone would care, think his girlfriend would actually find it refreshing when he just gives zero fucks and wear what he wanna wears.. 

I had no idea why I writing this shit as it is nearly 11:50pm and should be asleep but I'm bored and wanted to rant. Who knows, might just use Spacehey to just rant and you guys just read it LMAO.. 

have a goodnight or a nice day, stranger!


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