I hate having to compete to use the restroom

Living in this house with an asshole who only cares for homeless and what he wants he was in the restroom taking forever I woke up at 7:11 to use the restroom. I have been waiting, he is out but the laundry room light is on, and idk if he is still out of the restroom or not all I know is he never things of others before he does anything. He also wants us to be adults but then tries to act like he has the right to know what we are doing in his home like dude we don’t ask you all the time what he is up too. I still have to piss I hope I can do it soon, I hate living here I hope we move soon I hope to get help on my gofundmes soon so I can try to save up get a bike and maybe a place or our own I also hope that I get social security to help more but I’m also not getting my hopes up for that one. Anyways today I wanna try to finish another Simone art painting so I can mod podge it up and start on the other ones I have then when I’m close with being done with those I want to at least get another couple or so. I finished studying the drivers hand book so now it’s time to get prices together and save more up for shit we will need to better our life me and my boyfriend’s. We deserve that after all I mean I mostly deserve to live a happy life with no drama is me and some ppl I know but that is mostly on them for not wanting to fix their situation. I’m happy and thankful that I’m no longer homeless I get to actually meet new ppl without being feared to approach me at all, I’m happy that I smell 1000 times better that I’m eating a bit more healthier I just want to be able to die happy instead of fearing death. Don’t get me wrong I’m still scared but I’m not afraid to just sit here and wait for it to happy really lol. But while I’m waiting I’ll try even harder to try to live a very happy life. So I guess I might go piss outside or something like a homeless person cause he is now going to take a shower also he came out at like 7:38 or something like that it’s 10 minutes after and I’m just so mad that he thinks he is too shit just for owning a house and has a job and one can do it I was doing it till I had to quit to work on my mental health idk if his dad really cause if ppl suffer from mental health issues but he sure will once he gets me pissed the fuck off and I’ll make sure everyone hears it and that if we get kicked out we leave here he quits his job and we move to oly for a bit he works as an Uber or doordash we might not be able to survive right away but least he will get a job and work so we can save money up and we can show others around us that yea we were homeless and we did get off the streets by ourselves no help from anyone but working our asses off and trying to make a difference.