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i cant spell

i cant do math

im sad a lot

i dye a hair like every week

i miss my boyfriend

i run around my room by myself when i get home from skooll

i like mcr now after like a year

i dont think anyone i know will see this so i could put stuff that is like super sad ,if i wanted and i might but idk ig rn im just alive but not alive?  all i think about is how stupid i am with school and how much i miss my boyfirend that sounds clingy and i hate it. am i clingy? sometimes i dont understands why he likes me why anyone likes me. i can name so many things thats wrong with me. i'd ask why he loves me but i feel like thats mean/ is this mean? i dont think imbeing mean well at lest i try not 2. i dont think this makes since. i love him is that odd how much i love him. did i spell most of this wrong? im sitting in a vc alone rn with mcr in the backround what the fuck is wrong with me. ha ha