Family problems

God I hate my mom. She has little to no patience and is always mad for every small thing. One thing that I can't stand about myself is the fact that I resample her so much, it's a pain. Sometimes I just wish I could stop time and have some moments for myself until all the stupid everyday life dooks come back. I know it sounds stupid but it's like coming back from a long day and there are visitors over and a random baby sleeping in your bed. The raging feeling of madness geez I can't be the only one right