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i'm not even going to call you that.
you are my mother's boyfriend.
calling you my stepfather means i have some kind of connection to you.
i don't.
i hate you
with a burning fire within the depths of my soul.
it is embedded within me.
get the fuck away from me
get the fuck away from my family
get the fuck out of my life.
you're not my parent, i don't trust you, care for you, or find you a guardian.
you are purely someone i involuntarily live with
because i have no money to live on my own.
and just because i'm not gonna sit here and let you say offensive shit to me and act like i have no voice
doesn't mean that i'm being disrespectful by setting some fucking boundaries.
both you and my mother claim i should know how to protect myself, and then break out into rage when i figure out how i'm going to do that.
when i call you out for doing racist shit
and you claim i'm "hypersensitive" no, you stupid motherfucker,
my skin is clearly white. i'm trying to tell you that it's racist to other people.
to those who's culture you mock relentlessly
you work in international fucking buisness and this is how you represent other people?
how you choose to express your opinions about them?
that shows a lot about your fucking character.
and honestly, you've shown that
your toxic fucking masculinity is so shallow and fragile
that simple jokes about your fucking balls rip it into shreds.
you are no man and definitely not a father. your children are scared of you.
you're an over-confident, narcisistical, egotistical abusive asshole
and just because my mother doesn't say anything about it doesn't make it okay.
mother, to you i say vaffanculo.
the fact that you'd stick up for your boyfriend of 3 fucking years over your child is insane and ridiculous.
you wonder why our relationship is in pieces and then choose to side with him over trying to repair it.
i can never trust you because you choose to shatter our relationship OVER AND FUCKING OVER AGAIN.
you victimize yourself in situations that don't involve you that you voluntarily stepped into.
if you had a problem with being involved that much, don't fucking interact. stay out of it. no one asked you to jump in.
TLDR: my mother's boyfriend is a racist, misogynistic, homophobic abusive asshole and just because i'm realising that doesn't mean that i'm in the wrong.
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