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Vent (TW: R4P3 & NSFW)

TW: NSFW & R4P3(FINAL WARNING ⚠️)

(You’ve been warned! Thank you)

Because I got raped when I was 9,this is a source memory and it didn’t happen to the body,I can’t control my sexual tendencies(aka known as h0rn7). 
I know that’s also a normal thing for teens and stuff like that, but it’s worse for me.
I’m not good at explaining so I’m sorry.
Of course I handle this like a normal person would but I’m scared; scared that some people will think I’m some freak. I’m mostly worried about what my boyfriend thinks about this…
You might think “oh that must feel amazing to feel that way” but it’s not the best. It sucks actually.
Yeah sure it feels nice sometimes but doing everyday task isn’t the nice time to feel that way.(example: Dancing,watching YouTube, trying to sleep)

I really hope you guys don’t think I’m a freak and understand what I’ve been through.

And to my partner; I hope you don’t think I’m a freak and still love me.

Made by: Meichi(Mei🧋🌸)


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V!NDU$$A

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I’m so sorry babes! You did not deserve that. I wish you love and healing!


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nyancat4000

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i have the same situation. im sorry for what your going thru


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