08/20/2022 @ 1:55 AM

i literally dont know what to write abt but here i am. i started college this week and ngl i am a little nervous bc of the amount of work like WADAFAQ 0_0... i barely wrote essays / papers during highschool (by barely i mean literally never i always skipped them) and ofc i picked a major that involves a lot of writing (psychology) but tbh i might switch my major to something math related like architecture or something else idk :P ANOTHER THING OMG, i went to the arcade w some friends and a kid there smelled like complete ASS. like i get it you never know what ppl r going thru but this kid literally lives in the nice are of town and has nice clothes. DO U NOT KNO WAT DEODORANT IS???? i tried my absolute best to hold my breath around him and try not to speak to him so close. when we were leaving and saying bye he was in the backseat of the car and it was closed and i could STILL SMELL HIM. IT LINGERED????? insane. anyways i digress. i need to start sleeping more but i have ZERO discipline ^._.^ the night sky today was pretty, there was lightning in the sky and it wouldnt stop, i think its still going tbh. back to the whole college thing, i find it rlly peaceful not knowing a single soul in class. theres just something abt not being known thats super tranquil. OH YEAH, I GOT A JOB OFFER THIS WEEK AND WENT IN FOR A BACKGROUND CHECK!!! i think i got the job the lady was nice and made it seem like i was 100% hired she was talking abt how next week i will get called in to do more paper work and training. tbh im glad i finally got a job bc now i can get a credit card. sounds like such a grown up thing to talk abt but ive been wanting to build my credit. i really want a pair of headphones but im waiting to see if apple will release a new pair of headphones next month. tbh i might just get sony headphones idk yet im super indecisive. ive started to listen to my old taste in music again and it feels like SUCH a refresher. i feel like ive been stuck with music for the longest. idk what else to write so i guess i'll end it here if i think of anything else i'll put it in next week's blog :P BAIII