Virtual Diary Log 10

  I think I might be signing up to be one of those late night phone girls? LOL I applied at this stay at home job and they aren't asking for money up front which tells me more than what most of them do. Well I guess we will see how it goes, and how my husband will think about it. I mean he let me download tinder for a drinking game one night surely he would let me flirt with a couple guys to make some extra money right? I'm kinda excited, if this is a real job and they are actually going to pay me for it then this will be great and something I can do when we move to help out! Now the big question is do I have the confidence for it. I don't mind flirting as long as they don't see my body. I'm a plus size woman with literally no self confidence so this will definitely be interesting. I'm optimistic though. 

On the plus side mercury retrograde is finally over and everything in my once toxic household suddenly just got a sigh of relief. Makes me believe in witchy stuff more than I did, I'll admit that. My daughter is doing well, I worry about her speech. But there's no one that takes Medicaid here and the wait time for her doctor is 6 months. Which now that I'm thinking about it we probably wont even be here. Oh well. 
I'm so excited for moving. I'm excited for a fresh start where no one knows me or my past or what I've been through and will just see me as I am before them. Maybe we could get therapy there. Oh that would be so nice to have someone to talk to instead of this screen. Not that I'm upset about this site. Its been nice having a place for me to type out my worries and not have to think twice. And the fact that my husband doesn't know about this site or care to know about it so I really can just be myself. Darkness and all. 
Well luckily I am getting a new villager on ACNH today so I will go ahead and log off. Hello to my new friends that I added today. Welcome to this shit show. lmao.


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