ive got GOSSIP (n news)

im gonna try to give you updates more often but idk my lifes been a rollercoaster :P.. soo where do i even begin?? maybe lets start by the fact i cant trust anyone for shit. theres not  a SINGLE person in this earth who wont betray me in some typa way. Remember lucas? the new friend ive made, the july festival one. so. turns out he was calling me a bitchy asshole by my back. ive since cut ties with him and i ve also spoken to our fiend group, and the guy i like. Speaking of which, its not the golden retriever anymore. Since the 'i see u as a girl' thing we have kinda cooled off, and i dont really have any interest in him anymore. Our tastes didnt match and he was too much chill for me, so we r kinda just friends now. This new guy im speaking of is a HUUUGE metalhead, a megadeth girlie and he truly sees me as what i am. (at least he acts like he does, as he tries to help me with every single problem regarding my gender i have.) and our tastes match a lot. Im showing him my emo stuff while he shares his pink floyd hyperfixation with me lol. I dont think he gets that i like him tho... ive been trying to make it as clear as possible without saying it but omfg cis boys are SO DENSE!! anyway, hes a total hottie with hUGE thighs and a cute lil belly that is very very warm and comfy to lay on (he let me lay on him once bc i was sad) and gives tight bear hugs when u need comfort. hes also super funny and when u poke him on his sides he squeaks and its super cute lol. i wuv his psycho big smile when he has a funny idea in his mind or when hes being chased (im the tickle monster rawrrr) OH and when u tickle him he screams like a motherfucking goat its so funny lmfaoo

its a shame he doesnt like me back (or at least he doesnt show it)

these are my updates 4 now, buh bye n thanksiezzz >0<