violently sobbing.

in january, i met this guy, and he was the most perfect man i had ever had the blessing of talking to. he was sweet and kind and so so beautiful, he was literally the MOST PERFECT man u could ever bring home to ur parents. he made me feel so beautiful and special and everyday we talked i felt more and more that i was falling in love w him and i did, and i still do everyday. he told me about a job offer he had in LA (he does like remodeling), and he told me he wanted me to go w him. he wanted us to live together and start our lives together. i got grounded at the end of january and had my phone taken away, and sadly that was the last of us. i found him again on instagram, he made it to LA. i am so happy for him, i just know he is going to b so so successful in this life, in LA. and thats all i want for him. but u know, i felt such a strong connection between us and there is no way this is the end. i have no doubt in my mind that we will find each other again and we will not be apart again. so, catch me in LA next fall.