being (a) loser/ugly lowkey goes hard????

It's great not having many friends, being ugly and having interests different from others. Ik it doesnt feel like it sometimes but it really is.

When you have no attention and are at the bottom compared to others, its freeing. You're yourself. Since ur already a loser to others, you have nothing to compete with. 

You've already been called ugly, annoying, a loser. You can do whatever tf u want and noone will care. You don't have to try to fit in. You fit in in ur own space. There's nothing to force u into anything.

This is why I think it can be a privilege sometimes. You are ABOVE the hierarchy. U can be spared from the pain of trying too hard to fit in. 

When u try too hard to fit in u lose urself. Ppl are literally just lifeless zombies following whatever tf they can bite. So many ppl are convinced that they are cooler being like everyone else, but the thing is, noone is actually like each other. They just gaslight themselves into believing so until they become what they "need" to be. They have no life past highschool.

Being a loser allows u to save urself from the regular path everyone is set on. It's fr just a path that sets u up for failure and identity crises.

This is the same with being percieved as ugly. There's nothing to set u back. If ur already "ugly" u can freely be urself. Bc how is someone abt to judge when ur already outside of those standards? There is no bar for u. U set ur bar. 

Honestly, the L's are the real W's

-axolotl :')