august.

i have always hated the month august. my birthday is in late august. i always cry on my birhday, its almost like a ritual. im the oldest and my sister has always came first before me every time. last year, i turned 16, and all i got was a cake(which i didnt even like), a card, and $20, and i was alone. in a week and a half ill be 17 and it'll happen all over again. thank u for listening to this rant.