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-Talking about my first love/current boyfriend
A few hours after my first blog entry and i'm already here again.
A few minutes ago, the song counting stars suddenly started playing in my head and since it#s a song that makes him really really happy it reminded me of him. Then i searched up when we would see eachother again and that's in two weeks, now i decided to write an entry about him because i love him and i think the first love of a girl is a really interesting topic, i mean every girl experiences it but it's still something you could talk about for hours especially because you love that person and its full of new experiences.
Getting to my first love, i'll call him finn because that is his second name. So finn is a boy i met online through a friend, she was friends with him before for anout two years?
Anyway, one day i talked to my friend about how i wanted a boyfriend and then she said i should message him (he was the bestfriend of the guy she was dating atp), i jokingly did and we messaged, had phone calls and somehow became a thing after meeting a few times in real life. At first when we started going on phone calls (with multiple friends) he made many jokes and i actually thought he was the player kind of guy, but 2 months of talking especially in private and he is the complete opposite. He was even quite shy in the beginning, a thing that i really like about him but was a bit problematic because we are both shy, its worse for me though. I remember when we first met i was too shy to even look at him but it's a funny memory looking back at it. For a fact it's okay now but it took me around 5 meetings to be able to hold eye contact with him. He really loves eye contact and eyes in general. His eyes are blue and once when we were laying on my bed, the sun light was really shining in his face and
HIS EYES LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE WOW
Anyway, one day i talked to my friend about how i wanted a boyfriend and then she said i should message him (he was the bestfriend of the guy she was dating atp), i jokingly did and we messaged, had phone calls and somehow became a thing after meeting a few times in real life. At first when we started going on phone calls (with multiple friends) he made many jokes and i actually thought he was the player kind of guy, but 2 months of talking especially in private and he is the complete opposite. He was even quite shy in the beginning, a thing that i really like about him but was a bit problematic because we are both shy, its worse for me though. I remember when we first met i was too shy to even look at him but it's a funny memory looking back at it. For a fact it's okay now but it took me around 5 meetings to be able to hold eye contact with him. He really loves eye contact and eyes in general. His eyes are blue and once when we were laying on my bed, the sun light was really shining in his face and
HIS EYES LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE WOW
I never saw that in real life like that before but i could see all his eye colours in depth, i loved it. The time i'm talking about right now is actually the last time we met.
I'm the type of person who tends to avoid eye contact because when i met a person or get nervous around them, i can't hold it. Well he has a passion for staring at me and always tells me how beautiful and lucky he is, the thing about him is that he always makes me feel so loved, i have no doubt that he does. Also hes extremly loyal and had a few heartbreaks before.
Now that i'm listening to 7 years, reminds me of the fact that he loves singing, he ones told me that he would've loved to become a singer but he doesn't have the voice for it. The publicity would'nt like that too much honestly but i really love to hear him sing, it comforts me really much and makes me feel joyful somehow. Everytime i think of the times where he said certain things about me or did certain actions i just start smiling like an idiot, it's funny actually.
But i really really love him, his smile is such a beautiful thing about him. When he loves a person in an genuine way you can really feel it, this innocent side of loving is the best, not that he isn't sexual with me, he is extremly but the thing about when he loves me is you can just feel it, the meaning behinde it if you get what i mean.
Well this is definetly getting too long for the fact that i may have made 2 or 3 points,
gonna do a pt.2 soon
I'm the type of person who tends to avoid eye contact because when i met a person or get nervous around them, i can't hold it. Well he has a passion for staring at me and always tells me how beautiful and lucky he is, the thing about him is that he always makes me feel so loved, i have no doubt that he does. Also hes extremly loyal and had a few heartbreaks before.
Now that i'm listening to 7 years, reminds me of the fact that he loves singing, he ones told me that he would've loved to become a singer but he doesn't have the voice for it. The publicity would'nt like that too much honestly but i really love to hear him sing, it comforts me really much and makes me feel joyful somehow. Everytime i think of the times where he said certain things about me or did certain actions i just start smiling like an idiot, it's funny actually.
But i really really love him, his smile is such a beautiful thing about him. When he loves a person in an genuine way you can really feel it, this innocent side of loving is the best, not that he isn't sexual with me, he is extremly but the thing about when he loves me is you can just feel it, the meaning behinde it if you get what i mean.
Well this is definetly getting too long for the fact that i may have made 2 or 3 points,
gonna do a pt.2 soon
Cya in my next entry -Mina
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