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I just finished playing games with my game people, friends? I can’t say… I’m sure if I stop playing they’ll disappear. One of them has sent me messages asking where I am sometimes if I don’t log in for a long time. Maybe that means if I decide to disappear I’ll be somehow missed. 

Today is when She has her bachelorette party that I didn’t get invited to. Trivial isn’t it… you’d think that a friendship of talking every day all day work or not would mean something. I guess not, it hurts more than my partner not asking me to marry him and dragging me along. What sad relationships. Why do i even try, why do I stick around in this life. 

People who decide to not be here anymore leave such things. In the end others ask themselves “ ah if only I had noticed” “ she was such a funny joyful person” fucking ignorants.

I’m fine for now, I have therapy on Tuesday. I’ll keep the hate to myself even if nobody’s actually reading