never going in a taxi alone again

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the driver's appearance already looked creepy so i was already worried. while driving he starts a conversation with me keep looking back to see my reaction, im not that good at my first language so i was confused most of the time (i understand it but i cant speak it well enough). he kept asking personal questions like whether i go to uni and what i major in and my parents jobs and bs like that. ofc i lied.

then he starts telling me abt his daughter, and i was like oh ok..?maybe hes weird but not bad??WRONG. he asks me when i want to get married and insists on me getting married early, like dude im 17, GO AWAY. he starts telling me abt his love life with his 2 wives, and i made it obvious that i didnt give a shit (but nicely cus i didnt want him to drive me somewhere and k!II me there uhm) and then he starts telling me abt his s3x life and how he has thr33somes with his wives. 

he then asks me if i get whats hes talking abt, and i just laugh it off cus wtf am i supposed to say?? then he asks me if i watch nsfw movies, or now that i think abt it i think he meant phub...

then he asked me if i've ever seen a d!(k????? he stared playing with the zipper of his pants and pulling it down ig

at that point we were close to my house so i asked him to drop me off even tho it was a block away, but my idiotic self literally payed him and im still mad at myself abt that. i ran back home shaking cus i realized i couldve gone into serious shit if i let it drag on longer. i couldnt sleep nor focus well for days cus and but start having a panic attack whenever i think abt him. i ended up skipping my next doc appointment a month later cus i was too scared to go alone again :< only my sis and another friend knows abt this, it really is hard to talk about getting sexually harassed/assaulted whether its verbally or physically

but now i forgot his face so im okay now YAYYY tho im still really mad abt paying him, and i didnt slam the door hard enough, but i flipped him off as he drove away so thats a +1

i hope everyone who went through similar situations is okay <3