Today has been a bit better

So today has been good Floki my boyfriend is home today and tomorrow then he works then he gets paid then I might get a bike, maybe a few other things that will work for us and where we live atm. I might have to clean up the garage to find some pots and pans to pull out and that will be out dishes to use so we don’t have to keep using his parents shit. I have been trying my best to not think of our situation but it’s hard to do that when I’m living with ppl that act like they want us here they only want us here so their son doesn’t experience homelessness which I get but at some point y’all need to just relax and don’t take shit to seriously, anyways I’m gonna try to learn more about weed so I can maybe find a small part time in the weed industry. I’m also wanting to make my own weed company but I guess that is even harder cause I have no idk what to do for a name if I do that, anyways being on my period and having mental health issues is a rollercoaster and I hate to feeling of being all over the place on a good day, so when it happens on a horrible day I just wanna sleep and never leave the bed.