Paracosm

The world in her head is never the same as in real life. It’s a dark world out there in all reality.

What is…

                          Good

                          Explicit

    Nonjudgmental

     Unquestionable

 Irrefutable

                         Natural

Empathetic

The world in her head is like this, why aren’t they the same in real life? It’s all lie after lie. He said she said. Backstabbed so bad she falls. And so she goes, running back off to the fake world that lies there inside of her head.

What is… 

  Legitimacy 

 Obedience

                          You

  Allegiance

                          Love

       Trustworthiness

Yearning

The world inside her head just proves better. It’s not the same out here, she gets more of those words in her false reality than in real life. Out here the emotional connections aren’t the same. She doesn’t understand how they work here. How they begin, how they continue. Do they end? She doesn’t feel any of it here. So many questions, so overwhelming. So overwhelmed she cries back into her made-up reality.

What is a… 

Faithful

                          Rare

 Inspiring

     Extraordinary

                          Nice

Diligent

One-sided relationships are all she’ll have. No one out here gives her the same care. The same attention. The same love. In her head her relationships are equal. Full of communication. Full of love. Feelings so strong they convince her it’s real. Feelings so strong they cut her open and eat her alive.