:/

not doing okay, like at all. literally listening to my shinji ikari playlist and that says all i need to say. cant even talk to anyone or anything cause i don't wanna see it later on. going absolutely insane. not even gonna check this back for punctuation or anything if i even post it idk. keep deleting everything i type so this is just gonna sound like nonsense. everything upsets me one way or another. i just feel stuck idk. everything just feels like a waste. playing mac demarco rn and godddd this shit is making me sob its hitting so close to home and i just feel so stupid. i fucking hate crying it makes my allergies act up so bad i always just feel worse after. idek how to describe how i feel rn i guess i just feel pathetic.