life

everything's so weird lately. I've had my gender figured out for over a year now (I'm non binary) and that's fine with me but now I've been feeling like I wish I was born a boy, but I don't want to actually transition as a man and I like being feminine and idm if people see me as a girl (that's why I use any pronouns) but I just think if I was born a boy I wouldn't have been trans... it's complicated.