Life and Death

Life is so utterly strange. I’ve lost more friends in the last few months. Seen families destroyed by suicide. I’ve cried and moved… not on. But moved. Seen the ghosts of those I care for. I want to help a friend since she’s lost everything. But she’s so stuck in the void of her mind. Lost in shock. Lost in life now that her raft has fewer of those she loves within it. The fear, or knowing, of death is supposed to help you live life better. Appreciate more. Yet we all continue to toil. To be unhappy. Did we miss the lesson? 

I am not unhappy in a way to be worried. Just watching the chaos and it’s order…