My Day 2022-08-06

 Ah, I stayed up late last night again. Woke up at, like, 10am. I played some Melty Blood almost immediately, then did my laundry. I have this mini washer that's meant to fit in a bathroom that can wash a very small amount clothes before being barely able to spin. I went over this limit and had to "assist" it by spinning the clothes a bit with the broomstick. Doesn't help the bathroom was turning into a sauna throughout all this.

 Nothing music related was done today. Wanted to record something in the bedroom but I can't get the mic input working on either the desktop or laptop. Didn't have tea and didn't practice. Work day was short, uneventful and slow.

On my way back from work, I'm approached by a man who offers me a cigarette. I refuse, but thank him for the offer. He wished to vent to me about his life a bit, so I listened. Not much context was given for the events he spoke of. He was drinking with his brother at a bar. His brother was severely depressed and wanted to throw his life away and told his brother off before leaving him. They worked as chemists and his brother had a mental breakdown at the facility there, too. Getting him fired from the job his older brother worked hard to get him in the process. We parted ways and I wished his family the best of luck moving forward. I'm not great with words when it comes to oral conversation.

Back home, playing more Melty Blood. Wondering if I should start going outside as a woman now. I've seem to have hit something of a crossroads with this transition. Many directions to go, and the light is almost green. My breasts have started growing  and become more visible by the day. I need to act fast. I don't really want to come out to work. They'll probably be fine with it, but I just don't feel comfortable coming as Alma and not Juan yet.

Let's go for a walk tomorrow.

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