Uni is terrifying and Im terrified

I can't keep working my shitty deadend job in my shitty deadend town, I don't want to get comfortable in my mediocrity. I dont want to get stuck in it and lost in it until im thirty and wake up and realize I lost my chance to live. I don't know who I want to be but I know it isn't this. I just want to be a part of something bigger than myself. I want to make something that reaches others. I want tangible results. I want to look at what I've done and not just think on what Ive done. Ive been known for having a spark, passion, too much fire since I was so young, but lately I just feel like it's being swallowed by my terror. My love of life is being drowned by my fear of it. 

Idk if this makes sense whatever. Every poem and every song i write is about this and I still cant explain it. 

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