20220806 - loona on tour

i thought they would comeback on sept huhu i hope they do well

garam is out ................ so fucking crazy it happened in a snap after her "hiatus" lawl. GYURIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII PLEASE GYURI COMEBACK HOME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 she was the first member i knew im fromis bcuz she has this charisma thats charming me. 

queendom was crazy. biggest and unexpected reverse sweep. well done wjsn /sincerely i was rlly shocked but im glad loona got 2nd at least. after queendom their company quickly announced a world tour starting w america first and just a little over a week ago they announced the dates and venue for europe too. i hope they come to sea and my mom would allow me to go aaa. the sf crowd pit.... take a shower, put on deodorant please clean yourself. 

ive been writing in my journal irl often and just finished murder on the orient express for school. i did not graduate yet but i hope that i can finish all my requirements before my bday. pressuring myself and squeezing my body to a bottle like my emotions might be the only solution in the end. i watched gru minions rising cuz of the hype around the attire code wearing a suit.

i watched it with her.

but not just the two of us w some friends and friend of a friend too. i rlly hate it everytime he's there. hes just so cringey and so informal and rude towards his friend aka her. but its so degrading hearing him refer to her as a "lesbian woman" when you could call her by her name. seeing or hearing him makes my blood boil so much i hope he perishes out of my sight. plus every time were meeting up he shows up as if he got out of the bed and didnt shower like bro..... i think ur gonna be the next variation of covid and monkeypox. 

i dont understand why ppl hate pam beesly. shes sweet, lovable and adorable in my eyes but why do others not see her the way i do. i watched a video why shes not liked was because ever since the fire walk and she became more honest and true to others instead of kissing their butts she stands for herself and like ????? okay as if the daughter u dont abuse and take away her rights in her preteen years become like her and will build her self esteem not thanks to u but thanks to her confidence and trust in herself. sorry father problems. 

between you and me i hope my aunts and uncle would stfu every time they ask abt my dad cuz he gave me sm traumatic experiences and beat the shit out of me and lashes out on me like why is he projecting all his anger at me. i thought my life at that time when we moved houses would give me a fresh new start but it seemed to draw more blood on me. hed get mad at me for not washing the dishes when im clearly doing smtg else more important then hits me and at night he goes to me saying "im sorry my child ill never do it again but pls wash the dishes next time 🤐" and it was always like that until the next 3 more yrs until he left. he was a traitor to me and didnt support me nor my siblings financially. i hated it when he puts his hand on my thigh and rubs it and say its gonna be okay. no. 

enough w the trauma talk but im so glad that i watched the office and i cried at the finale. dinner party was crazyyy like jan and michael fighting is so intense but i break out LMFAOAOAOO hunter's song is so catchy btw and u should def listen to it hihihi. watching parks n rec and im kinda new to the vibe but i love rashida jones so im gonna try dedicating a lot of time on the show for her. 

RASHIDA IF UR READING THIS I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU (fr not joking)

and good night world.