just started!

i have just begun my spacehey journey... and i have no idea what to do now haha

all i know is that i had too many tabs open and a headache like.. an hour..? 2 and a half hours.....? ago and i finally got up from my slump and ate some rice and i had a strange realization that the adults aren't lying when they say that getting up makes you feel better sometimes! it's wild man

because like i always thought sitting on a computer is much more preferable to walking around or whatever and... going outside

but actually walking downstairs and eating a bit helped with my headache! i didn't feel so crappy afterwards and it surprised me

and i thought you know... maybe all this internet stuff is too much too fast..! like i felt a little overwhelmed and at first i couldn't place why but maybe this is the reason

for a while i just sorta drifted in my head while i ate and it was really relaxing like being in a somewhat quiet cafe or library with like a few murmurs but nothing you can concretely make out... like my thoughts weren't quite formed but i knew what they were sort of and it was comforting albeit a little chaotic because there was more than one thought at once but very nice! i think i was close to some epiphany, just right on the edge of discovering some wondrous truth that seems so simple and obvious yet so meaningful; i always feel a little like that when i'm like this

is that pretentious? maybe a little but i think it's okay i'm a teenager! i'm allowed to think i know some things and perhaps be a bit full of myself

anyway

so i felt newly inspired to make a spacehey account because back in the old internet days it was better and maybe it'll make my head hurt less haha

i know nobody's reading this so it's whatever but also pleasant somehow that i will not be judged and can simply think and say what i want to here

if someone is reading then... hello! don't be weird i'm a minor but it's cool you're reading this and i apologize for being a little incoherent