Mood update

Just an update on my mood, I'm still depressed and everyday I feel broken and worn down. I barely speak to anyone and I've deleted social media and all I do is go to work and come back home. It's become so bad that I haven't taken out the bin in the kitchen and there's flies in there. I'm scared of flies so I couldn't go in again after that. I haven't really spoken to anyone but I called someone if they could help me take out the bin and he said he was busy. He said he'd try later in the day but I already knew he wouldn't come. Everyone's too busy for me. Life's going by and everyone's doing things while I stay still. I have nothing. I am nothing. I don't think I've felt this hopeless in years.