im sleepy

im so sleepy but i don't even want to sleep idk what i want tbh i'm looking through my playlists and stuff scrolling on my phone and i realize i want so many hings that are impossible to have i don't want to be a person sometimes just innanimate objects or other creatures but i can't because i am a person those are just wishes i have a lot of those i wish i saw myself as pretty i wish i never started talking to random guys online sending them things i wish i had friendsthat understand how i'm feeling i wish they had voice chat for computers because i really am getting tired