this school year

anyway-

i'll color code everything, be organized and study lots and lots. i want to make myself proud. My boyfriend is really smart and i want to be good like him. so yeah that's life. 

no one cares but i'm writing these also for my future self. How's life me? 

Hello me from the past! (September 24th, 2022) very surprised you haven't burnt out, but guess what? You have a 90 in pre-cal! Your boyfriend is indeed very smart still to this day, and yes everything is still color-coded, OH! you won't believe this, I know you've been studying very hard for your auditions, turns out we STILL got 14th chair anyway. I am very proud of myself, and next round I want to make top 10. So life, is really good and I'm happy :)

Hello me again, glad to see you're happy. (November 6, 2022) I did NOT make the top 10, but 14..AGAIN. Anyway, you have a 76 in math and you cried over it haha. However, you got A's on everything else and are starting over on your room decor, you're selling old things and cleaning it out so you can have money. Your boyfriend has all A's still too, right now I have lost confidence but I'll do my best to build it back. 

Nov. 26

I opened an art commission for those in my school, so far I have 2 requests, i'll be making 4.50$, reason I'm trying to make money is because I have choir funds to pay, and I need to money to fund that, I'll also sell earrings and we'll see how that goes, this thanksgiving break has been mentally pleasing, and I'm not looking forward to Pre-Calculus for we have a test as soon as we go back- at least it's my last year of seeing math.

Dec 27

My Art Commission has made 21 dollars, you used it! As for Jewelry, nothing, don't worry though, you will open a shop for the public, it'll be small but it'll work out. I actually am confident about the Pre-Calculus test! I'm also fighting my math disability by practicing at Khan Academy. I'm doing amazing things, and you've discovered the job you want. I want to be an Oral Surgeon, of course, that doesn't mean I'll abandon music, it'll be a side thing. I'll never stop singing!

March 11

Your birthday passed, you decided to major in music again, it really is your passion. I got an 82 on that test in December, good for me, in the class i have a 93 now, i'm doing so good, all A's, perfect attendance, "why waste those good grades on music?" I love singing! I fought my math disability, now, it's also been a year with Skylar, really crazy. good for you, you are doing amazing. I'll be a senior soon, that will be something. I got commissioned by my teacher, we're officially illustrators for a book he is writing. You're close to making every payment for disney and even have 300 dollars to your name. Your business is booming!

June 7th

It's been awhile, you came back from your Disney trip, and not only that but ended the school year with all A's. I'm no longer a Junior but a senior. Thank you for your hard work past me, it paid off. As for music, you love it so much, but to pursue your dreams, you need to sacrifice a lot. Do you want to sacrifice this much? I've closed my business, and being 17 so far has been the best year of my life. I've matured, grown a lot and know lots about the world. Thank you.