the plan

My plan! 

Its broken!

This girl genuinely came out of no where??? 

Like why or how we hit it off again is unsure, but I genuinely want to be with her right now, and we started talking again maybe 30ish hours ago.

I feel so conflicted, at the one hand its helping me get over the obviously one-sided crush I had, but on the other its felt unreal and rushed? Like I am unsure if this is really happening or if I'm being used. The attention is nice though, I will give her that. I have always regretted having that 'edater' phase but the flirting was always fun, so this is a nice bit of nostalgia. I still feel weird about it. I am unsure how to approach it, as she has flat out rejected me in the past, but she has also never been this forward with me, and seems genuinely interested? Who knows. 

Thats all I got, signing off.