Life sucks ass

Idk why I keep trying my best some ppl around me try their best to keep me in a downward spiral. But I just have to keep my head up high tomorrow will be a bit busy for me. I have to make some calls, hopefully I can try my best to get things over and done with. I have a GoFundMe that I’m not allowed to copy and paste it on to anything on this site, but other then bullshit happening to me. I just want to make my life a happier life but it doesn’t help that I’m not allowed to clean anything with out being yelled at. I wish I was able to but my boyfriends dad is a hoarder, and doesn’t want us to throw away anything not even the garbage. That is everywhere else but our room the living room parts of the kitchen, laundry room and some in the bathroom. There is also an extra room in this house, me and my man are the only ones willing to do anything in this house while the other two are always working, thinking that they don’t have to do shit and cook with out cleaning dishes for days. They have bugs and dishes that prolly have mold on or in them. Anyways watching shameless not trying to blow up at his dad while is home at the moment I’m hiding in the room cause there isn’t anything else to do. But also I’m gonna get a bike to find a job maybe get my CPR and I might babysit some kids and see if I can get some cash just to help me and my man a bit to buy things we need or want, as well as I just want to get out of this house to just and maybe find some new friends to hang out with. But other then my whiny today I hope it’ll be a good day I just need to find myself something to eat and then go outside to smoke.