I don't knoooooooow

I'm hoping that maybe even just this will keep me in the mindset and stop me from sinking back into the abyss.

I'm doing that thing again. Where I'm so overwhelmed that I take a break from social media. But not in the healthy "just takin a lil break to recover" kind of way. More like the "I want to end my life so I'm retreating from everything because nothing makes me happy anymore" kind of way.

Which is lame.

Waiting to hear back about a job, so. Fingers crossed.