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so i decided to move in with my fiancé and his family for the time being until i go to school. i don't even rly want to go to college, but i'm just doing it so i have secure housing. i moved all of my essential stuff over to the house yesterday and then my dad is gonna help me move the rest of it next weekend.
thinking about going to school makes me really anxious bc i never rly planned to go cuz i didn't even want to. i don't like the idea of sharing a room with a stranger, i wanna be able to have my own place with the people i love. thankfully, i may be able to get a scholarship so i don't think i have to worry about crippling debt, which i'm very grateful for and i'm lucky to have it.
and i am rly glad to be here with my fiancé and his family, but i just hate the circumstances in which i moved here. literally bc my dad told me a week or so ago that he's selling the house in august and that i needed to find a place to live. instead of coming to me like an adult, months in advance, and sitting all of my siblings and i down to have a conversation. he thinks he's protecting us from any pain if he doesn't tell us anything but that's what's ruining his relationships with his kids. it's just frustrating and saddening :(
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