first blog post :)

i think ill use my blog to just. ramble about nonsensical things and mishaps in my life honestly :)

now, with that said: this past week. wow. uhmmm well it was definitely a week in which i lived! i will say that! basically it started out with monday (duh), and that is the story i will be telling today! so i didnt get much sleep that night and i was volunteering at my school as like an upperclassman helping incoming freshman type thing. anyways, point is, i had to wake up at 6:30 for these. not fun. but, that day, since i had planned out an outfit the night prior (for the first time in a very, very long time), i decided to wake up at 6:15 to do the hairstyle that was going to correlate!

that was my problem. the hairstyle. <3

okay so this was basically i think theyre called space buns? except the buns are loose so rather than buns they're pigtails. so. space pigtails? yeah. cute hairstyle, right? well! it doesnt work if you have naturally curly/frizzy hair like i do! you see, with my hair type, which is like a mix between 2b and 3a, i found out ur not supposed to comb it. that info would've helped in 8th grade, but thats a story for another time. anyways, so it for the first time; comes out cute, but it's uneven. ensue time #2. and 3. and 4. and 5. time #5 was the one! ...to end up in my mom cutting off a part of my hair. thankfully, the piece wasnt big and it isnt noticeable, but i had taken off one pigtail on time #5 so that i'd be able to take off the other. the other just WOULDN'T COME OUT. so i ended up waking my mom up, telling her i have a hair crisis, getting my mom to help me, mom cant help that much because the knot is way too bad, therefore she cut a part of my hair. well, fine, whatever. by this time, it's 7:30 and im supposed to be at school at 7:50. im like 15-20 mins away from my school. okay, fine, whatever, dad calls, come down, i decide ill do my mascara in the car. get to school, hair making me look like i just got twirled inside of a tornado, but we'll try and pull through and manage! my best friend arrives, i get mascara on my hands because i decided i wasnt fully done w it, i come back, tell him "ur gonna help me w this hairstyle." he agrees (he didnt have a choice) and i do the hairstyle finally and he said it looked fine so i trusted his judgement. later, when the 3 hour day ends, we hang at target together because our parents asked us to buy stuff. i finally look at a mirror and i fixed the hairstyle yet again and finally kept it like that for the rest of the day outside. on our way home, it starts drizzling. mind you, we made the impulsive decision to go to target whilst being aware that it was gonna rain, we still said lol who cares and went. i bought an $18 umbrella at target (dont. just dont say it. i know its a lot. i was desperate :(. ) and while we're waiting for the bus we stand in the rain together while im holding the umbrella over both of us. a mutual friend comes, bus comes, we ride the bus, best friend says "i forgor i had a $2 dunkin gift card/coupon, lets go get donuts." i agree, but i feel bad ab him getting me a donut, he still forces me to get a donut, i get a chocolate glazed and he gets a boston creme, and we are on our way to my house! the initial plan was: get donut, walk me home, he goes home, we beat the thunderstorm. well! turns out we get out of dunkin and it starts POURING. like i had an umbrella over me and i was still super drenched. best friend is finishing his donut during this flash flood, (mind u, atp we are still both under the same umbrella (my umbrella (which is probably not for two people))) so i tell him to take out his umbrella. i hold the donut, he gets the umbrella out, and the rain is getting stronger. turns out he was still considering walking me home (i obviously didnt let this happen) and so we say out goodbyes, and im on my way. im stepping in quite large puddles, and as such, my shoes and pants are soaked. hey, remember the hairstyle i was ranting about? yeah. looked even crazier now and my hair was drenched with sweat (it was rly humid D:) and some rainwater. i finally get home, take a shower, and do whatever i do with my free time. so, my day didnt end with this, as this was also the night i was going to monday night raw! fun! here's how getting ready for it started: (cue dramatic underscore)

i was in my bathroom, letting my phone charge in my room. i had my earbuds in because i wanted to listen to some music. days prior, something had happened w my bathtub and some ppl had to come and fix it. they're back, and im absolutely unaware of their presence in my home at this (monday's) point in time. they knock, i didnt reply, but im obv in there; i asked siri to play some songs of my choice! they heard me sing a lyric! my mom knocks and i heard her asking when im gonna be done bc the ppl r here, i quickly finish and run out of there, and start texting my mom. turns out, they'd been there for 7 minutes! 7. MINUTES. before i had gotten out. embarrassment ends, and my brother is supposed to call me to discuss how im gonna get to raw since my parents dont want me travelling on the train by myself. i thought my brother was gonna send an uber, he thinks it through, and decides he'll come on the train to pick me up, which was the exact option i Did Not want to do! but fine, we'll still get there. i dress in shorts and a high ponytail on my own accord for the first time, and my mom learns about his decision, so she gives me $100 so we could take an uber to and fro the show <3. i tell him this and he still wants to take the train for whatever reason he wants to even though we NOW HAVE THE MONEY so i have no idea why we took the train but nonetheless we did. get to the show, it's fun, and they're talking about some limited stone cold shirt that i want. i did end up getting a stone cold shirt, though it wasnt from the show and instead was from an ebay seller who was selling a vintage version which i thought looked better (thanks, unclebuds!) for $21. after the show, we look for the shirt; we can't find it, ensue going to a pizza shop to get my brother some food. we're finally about to leave, cool fun silly yay. we're looking for a taxi, this guy who looks at me in a way that instills fear into me catches my brother's attention and i tell him NONONONO PLS DONT and he still was going to if the guy was willing to take me to my address. he did not, as i live far from the stadium, so another guy who is standing DIRECTLY BEHIND ME wants to take me in a taxi, which, btw, my panic is getting worse by now and i feel like im going to throw up; so he's like "ill take her, let me see the uber prices", he checks, decides to charge $20 more, and we decide we're just going to take an uber. i give my brother the $100 (which, i think he only gave me $20 back for some reason i dont even remember but hopefully im wrong), he buys the uber, the uber sees us and literally DRIVES PAST US deciding not to take me so he gives my order to another uber driver. my brother said this situation is apparently "super chill" and he can tell when things like these r off so ill just trust his judgement in that but i was just super uncomfortable all whilst trying to find a method to take me home. eventually, the new uber driver comes, i get home by like 12:30 or so, i knock out by 1:30 or 2 am, and i wake up at 6:30 the next day.

maybe ill tell the story about tuesday at some point, who knows.

anyway if youve made it this far, ty for reading! i have no malintention w this story, it was just a strange day that i think makes a funny story lol. have a good day or night whenever ur seeing this <3